I don't think I can do this anymore,
I don't think I can hold on any longer.
There's nothing left,
Nothing left to give,
Nothing left to take,
There's nothing left of me.
My hearts gone,
My spirits broke,
I feel cold and alone.
Everything is gone from me,
There's nothing but a shell left.
I've cried,
I've tried,
I cant do it anymore.
There's nothing left,

I feel hurt,

But at the same time I feel nothing,

Nothing more is left.
Men are the enemy,
I know this now.
Nothing comes good from them,
Nothing comes from them.
They are cold,
Heartless,
Selfish,
Their words meaningless.
There's no point in trying,
No point in faking.
I've put on this fasuade for way too long,
Thinking,
Hopeing it would be true.
Nothing I do is good enough for you.
You think of me as nothing,
As something to throw away when bored.
I don't think I can do this anymore.
There is nothing left of me,
No emotion,
No feeling,
Nothing.

Lessons Learned In Pain

I’ve learned my lesson,
No more will I trust,
No more will I care.
I put a shield around my heart,
My soul.
You will not take it,
You will not steal it.
You’ve hurt me too many times,
I cannot let this happen again.
I’ve learned my lesson.
You’ve made me cold,
Dark,
Heartless.
Not wanting to have feelings,
Not wanting to get hurt again.
You have done this to me,
Turned me this way.
I use to be sweet,
I use to be kind,
I use to be loving,
But no more!
All it does is end up hurting me.
I cannot put up with your taunting me,
Your stringing me along,
The hurt,
The pain you cause is too great.
I feel like there are a thousand stabs in my heart,
Scars of healed wounds.
I am not me anymore,
I am not the person I once was.
I blame this on you.
I will be civil towards you,
But not like I once was.
I’ve learned my leasson,

I’ve learned it well.

Love Makes Fools Out Of Women

It starts out nothing,
Turns into something,
Makes us go nuts,
Makes fools out of us.
We fall head over heels too fast,
We don’t learn from the past,
Love makes fools out of us.
We try and make you happy,
But we end up being sappy.
Love makes us blind,
Makes us too kind,
We don’t see the real you.
You break our hearts,
Break them apart,
You don’t care,
You tare us apart.
We act goofy with you,
Around you,
About you,
Love makes fools out of us.
Cockamamie.

Broken Hearts and Lost Causes

You don’t listen to me,
You don’t care about me,
You have no interest in what I say.
You shrug me off like I’m nothing,
You say you love me but I don’t see this.
How can someone love me and treat me this way.
If you love me you would not do so.
If you love someone you don’t shrug them off,
If you love someone you care,
You listen,
You pay attention.

I cannot take this anymore,
The way you treat me isn’t love.
You hurt me and don’t care,
You make me feel like I’ve done wrong,
I haven’t.
You make me feel low,
Like I am nothing in your life,
As if I am the lowest priority.
This isn’t love.

You don’t know what you are going to lose,
You are losing me.
I do not think I can take it anymore,
So don’t be surprised if I leave.
I will not be treated this way,
Not even if I love you.
This is not the way to treat someone,
Not someone that you love.
I do not think you care that you are losing me,
If you did you would know what you are doing.
I do not think you could be as stupid as you seem,
Anyone could see what you are doing to me,
That I am ready to quit,
Ready to run,
Ready to give up.

I do not think I deserve this,
To be treated this way.
I deserve better,
To be treated better,
To be loved and wanted.
I have tried to make you happy,
You have not done the same.
You are selfish,
You don’t truly love me,
Or maybe you are just an ass.
Either way, I deserve better,
I will find better,
Better than you.

Friends

You talk to me,
You spend time with me,
You like me for who I am.
You don’t want me to change,
You accept who I am.
I don’t want you to change,
I like you the way you are.
We seem to click,
We understand each other very well.
I can’t imagine anything you’d do,
Anything you’d say,
To make me go away.
You are special to me,
In a way unexplained.
Thank you for being you,
And accepting me for me.

Don't Call Me

Don't Call Me Baby,
Don't Call Me Sweetie,

Don't call me Darlin',
Don't Call Me Hunnie,
Don't Call Me Anything.
Those are loveing names.
Words that should only be said if you love that person.
You don't love,
You can't love,
You say you do but you don't.
I don't want to hear these words,
I don't want to hear these names,
I dont want you to be sweet unless you care,
I don't want you to lie about your feelings to me.
If you really care, then show it! Prove it!
Stop putting me aside!
I will not settle for third place in your life.
I will not settle for anything anymore.
Don't call me it, unless you mean it.

Tired of it all!

My pulse racing,
My heart pounding,
My brain tensing.
I just wana scream!
Scream at those who mock me,
Those who put me down,
Those who treat me like dirt,
Those who think im a child.
To those who say something and do another,
To those who hurt me,
To those who lie to me,
To those who break my heart,
To those who think their actions have no affect.
I'm tired of you all!
I'm tired of the pain,
The fustrasion,
The unhappiness you bring on.
I need a pillow to cover up my screams,
A punching bag to be angry at,
A Cherrybomb in my hand to calm my nerves.
No more will i put up with you!
No more will I keep quiet!
No I don't want the drama,
Yet I cannot do this any longer.
I have to say what you do to me,
How i feel you treat me,
How you make me feel like i am nothing.
This is over and I am done,
No more putting up with people treating me like im nothing,
No more with people treating me like a child,
No more with people saying one thing and doing another,

No more with people getting away with it.
No more will i be affected by someone elses choices,
No more will i be affected by someone elses moods,
No more will i be affected by someone elses issues.
If you say something to me you better keep what you say.
Don't go back on it,
Don't change your mind,
Don't forget about me,
Don't let your mood affect what you say.
If you treat me like im nothing, that's what i'll be come.
If you treat me like a child, you will get a childs response.
If you keep treating me like this,
If all of you keep treating me like this,
There will be no more me around.
I will dispear from your life.
If you want me in your life you better start acting like it,
Start treating me better,
Start paying attention to me,
Start being with me and not shunning me.
I'm tired of you all!
I'm done with you all!