I’m falling deeper and deeper,

harder and harder,

faster and faster for you.

My heart pounds,

my stomach gets fuzzy,

it feels like butterflies are just gonna come flying out.

The feeling you give me is sensational.

The way you make me happy when I am down,

How you can make me laugh no matter the situation,

And how you make my day by saying just a few words.

You make my world an interestingly fun place now.

You always seem to make me feel special, and I thank you for that.

You tell me I’m all these things; beautiful, sexy, pretty, funny.

I don’t believe I’m any of those,

Yet you still call me them,

I still love it.

Though I don’t think I am beautiful,

sexy,

pretty,

funny,

For the time being that you say those things,

I feel special.

When you say them,

I feel as if I am those things and you make me blush.

You make me feel loved and wanted,

like no one else has.

I just hope I make you happy,

make you feel as special and loved,

as you make me.

.....I'm human....What if?

All I am is human,
Nothing I can do about that.
I have feeling I can’t control,
Feelings I can’t change.
Can’t be blamed for being human.

No one said life was easy,
No one said don’t take a chance.
So should I?
The question lurks in my mind,
Just waiting for an answer,
For it’s chance to know.

But what if I take a chance and it goes wrong,
What if I make a move and it goes wrong,
What if the feelings aren’t returned?
What if.

Alone...

Am I alone in my feelings,

What i think,

How i feel,

What i feel?

I feel as if so.

Why must I feel like this,

Why must i have these feelings,

Why am i the only one?

Makes my mind wonder,

Thoughts creep in my brain,

Making my head swirl.

Maybe I should shut them out,

Make them leave,

Hide them,

Never divulge them,

Never think of acting on them,

Never act on them.

Look like a fool,

Act like a fool,

Feel like a fool.

This is what the feelings do to me.

Never wanting to be embarrassed,

Rejected,

Looked at differently.

Shun these feelings,

Never think of them,

Hide them from myself,

From all.

Put them deep away and move on.

This is what I should do.

Life is a roller coaster ride.

Ups and downs,

Loops throwing you around.

At times it's horrid,

At times it's bliss.

It can be confusing,

It can be as simple as yes or no.

Situations racking our brain,

Making us think,

Rethink,

Contemplate.

Our decisions could be wrong,

They could be right.

Trying to decide on the unknown,

Keeping you awake,

Your brain non-stop,

Trying to figure things out.

Who knows what is right or wrong,

Is there a manual,

Is there a guide to use?

I wish i knew,

I wish I knew the answers to my life,

To make it more simple,

Uncomplicated.

Life is an uncertainty,

Nothing can be for sure without seeing the unknown.

My heart beating strong,

Fast.

My pulse rising,

Feeling weak,

Light headed,

Dizzy.

Unable to move,

Don't wana move.

Feels like im nothing,

My heart in my throat,

Feeling each pound.

Not knowing what would happen,

What will happen.

Will it be good,

Will it be bad.

Who knows what will happen.

My love for you is like the endless diamond sky.

Bright,

Shinning,

Shimmering,

Everwhere.

I love you more than all those stars.

I get lost in your eyes,

Looking deep into them.

Looking in them is like a whole new world.

I find comfort in them,

Warmth,

Love,

Want,

Desire,

Lust,

Caring.

When I speak to you I smile,

I hear your voie and can't help it.

You make me laugh,

Giggle,

Blush.

You make me feel things I never have before.

You've captured my heart,

You hold the key.

Never forget,

Never deny,

Never second guess that I love you.

Never,

No matter what,

Always know I love you.

I looked up,

Saw a figure,

My heart froze,

Time seemed to stop.

I looked into his eyes,

Beautiful eyes.

I took a deep breath,

My heart started racing.

The figure came closer,

Staring at me.

Getting lost in his gorgeous eyes.

Not paying attention to anything around,

Not caring about anyone around,

Focusing on just him.

Not wanting to move,

Not wanting to look away,

Wanting to just stare into his eyes forever.