Hiding

No more.
I will not hide anymore.
I try and hide my feelings, my thoughts
But no more!
I cannot be me if I hide,
If you love me like you say you'd know,
I just want to speak my feelings, my thoughts.
I don't want to hide anymore.
It hurts me to hide who i am.
It hurts me to hide my inner thoughts.
When hiding I just want to scream.
I hurt when I try to hide.
It's not fair that I should hide.
I hide because I'm afraid,
Afraid of saying or doing something to push you away.
I do love you.

I don't want to lose you,
I can't lose you,
But I must be me.
So decide if you want me, or the hiding me.
If you want me in pain or to be happy.
Tell me what you want, but only if I can tell you too.